And, earlier, in between her panics attacks I listened yet again as she asked why her idiot father and twin brother are never capable of being there when something happens to her. I then had to listen to Lilith beg me to get your father to talk to her best friend since she needs a father figure right now, but no, Klaus just never wrapped his head around the fact that he should listen to me. I’ve spent the past twenty-four hours watching a nineteen year old girl emotionally become more and more destroyed, I listened to her scream at her two closest friends until eventually, one went into hiding and the other left the grounds altogether. And, now, she wants to kill herself because she did not just lose her boyfriend by that child leaving, she quite literally lost apart of herself, and now nobody that she needs other than me and your little sister are capable of even noticing that she is broken in away that I have never seen someone be before.
Should I ask who?
The nineteen year old Salvatore who spent all day in my bed crying and who is now talking about how she wants to stake herself, so she is getting locked inside of the cellar until she stops.
..Everyone does a lot of drinking around here.
Can’t really say I blame them.
I just don’t understand…how he just..disappeared. I mean, I don’t understand what half these children do, but this..I don’t know.
Lilith…told me everything that they’ve been through, and I don’t understand how somebody who was…that in love could walk away. I’ve never understood that, though. And you can just…see what this is doing to her. I don’t know why he did this to her, but I don’t like it.